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Kaleidoscope

by Phoenix Down

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1.
Explode 03:49
It's easy to see what you do to me When you come around I can't find words to say Stumbling, can't find my way I've never been so thrown off my game I never thought I could feel so vulnerable It's like you can see my soul Can't look in your eyes Feeling my temperature rise I lose control Feels like I might just explode There's something about the way that you are Disarmingly charming and you have this confidence It kind of intimidates You know what you want and when you looked at me I knew I was in because there's no possible way That I could ever turn away When I look in your eyes Feeling my temperature rise I lose control Feels like I might just explode
2.
If someone read your mind I am sure they’d find an empty space except for one little tiny place Where you keep your other face And all your twisted lies You lead me by my heart Push and pulled apart Telling me the things I wanted to hear You played me for a fool But now I see the truth And it is time for me to walk away I’m gonna be ok Life will be better without you in it I saved myself from more pain And cut the cord Almost blinded by your fascinating trick illusion You almost had me fooled that you were someone worth my time I knew you were too good to be true and I ignored my instincts But now I see you clearly and it’s time to say goodbye to you You have some tenacity in your keeping up with me the false appearances it’s kinda flattering That you took the time to bring All you thought I ever wanted It’s such a shame that your performance is all that it can be And after the show is over all that’s left is an empty stage I’m gonna be ok Life will be better without you in it Saved myself from more pain I cut the cord before it sealed Almost blinded by your fascinating trick illusion You almost had me fooled that you were someone worth my time I knew you were too good to be true and I ignored my instincts But now I see you clearly and it’s time to say goodbye to you
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Distracted 03:02
Always looking for the next big thing Well have you stopped to think that maybe what you have is all you need? Always looking for another thrill, well was it all you wanted, and will it matter tomorrow? Living in an ADHD world where everything's distracting overloaded, too much information and too many options Always running to the next big goal well did you even notice the roses along the way? Always checking your social networks, well do those 5,000 friends you follow really mean anything (in the grand scheme of things)? Living in an ADHD world where everything's distracting overloaded, too much information and too many options There are too many options
4.
Sometimes I need to self-destruct Tear down the walls that I've built up Smash right through the window panes Throw my cares right down the drain Start a fire and let myself burn, burn burn... When things get stagnant When everything is going right I get antsy The day gives way into the night Blow up my mind Let it go Get it out Self-destruct A little chaos Never hurt anyone There's nothing that can't be fixed If things get broken Live the moment Disregard the consequences Break down Shattering Blow up my mind Let it go Get it out Self-destruct
5.
Apocalypse 04:41
If the world ended now I’d be ok I’d have no regrets I lived my life Like every day was my last Because Time slips away Like a breeze through a window Forget about yesterday Don’t wait til tomorrow So many people seem to be afraid Of what the future holds Why live that way? Surrender yourself to the unknown Because Time slips away Like a breeze through a window Forget about yesterday Don’t wait til tomorrow Today may be your last So let yourself live You never know The world could end tomorrow
6.
Your gaze has turned away from me Off into space It's like I'm not even here What have I done to you To make you feel so disconnected Mistrusting of me Rage and tears breaking my heart Your distance drives me out of my mind Nowhere to go Nothing else I could do but let my heart Go numb And cold The callous grows so I can be like you Indifferent to the change If I should stay Would you remain distant from me? Can we return to the way things used to be? Or are we resigned to be familiar strangers? Is this you? Was I a fool to think that you were someone else? Playing me, pretending you cared for me when obviously it was forced I don't want to believe that is the truth Because that would kill the foundation we built If I should stay Would you remain distant from me? Can we return to the way things used to be? Or are we resigned to be familiar strangers? If I should stay Would you remain distant from me? Can we return to the way things used to be? Or are we resigned to be familiar strangers?
7.
Waiting 06:12
I’ve been here waiting For an eternity For a sign worth reaching Something that calls to me And then when the sun rises I know it’s time For me to get out of my head and move on The world keeps on turning It won’t stop for me So why would I stop my world for you Time is wasting Nerves worn thin No more chasing Turning in And then when the sun rises I know it’s time For me to get out of my head and move on The world keeps on turning It won’t stop for me So why would I stop my world for you
8.
Another Day 04:02
Another day, another chance For you to stay, rebuild romance Shaken by this massive quake A nightmare which I hope to wake from Every day that goes by I wish for the pain to subside I hope one day all this poison finds its way out of me I try to think of all the things to do To get it out of my mind, to forgive you All the sorrys in the world won’t do What you did will always be our truth And they say that time will heal our wounds Now that you’ve opened the door I see the light and it’s calling me There’s nothing else to say Just gotta make it through another day Maybe one day Things will be ok Fake it until you believe it There's nothing else to say Just got to make it through another day
9.
In between Where the sky meets the earth The lines are blurred And in that time When the night turns to day An inconspicuous phase In that space Where the joy fades away Into the ambivalence Like the seasons When the cold overtakes The summer’s warmth And I wonder then If new beginnings are just an end Circles keep moving around us They’re always changing And I wonder then If new beginnings are just an end Circles keep moving around us They’ve always been there What you see is not always what is Underneath is a whole other world Different perspectives but bring them together And then you'll have a better understanding And I wonder then If new beginnings are just an end Circles keep moving around us They’ve always been there
10.
Is there anyone out there? When everything falls apart I’m left here on my own In the middle of the storm And there’s no one calling When the skies are heavy and gray No one comes around When the rain is falling The clouds will break away The sun will rise again Does it make me much stronger? Getting through this alone Or does it just weather Breaking down my soul Or maybe it’s my fault Sheltered out here alone I could’ve cried much louder But the winds drown out my voice The clouds will break away The sun will rise again And dry up all the rain Make me whole again And while the thunder shakes me Better days lie ahead The world will be renewed After the rain Everything will be clearer The haze will have washed away Every breath much sweeter Life will again bloom The clouds will break away The sun will rise again Dry up all the rain Make me whole again
11.
Cloud Gazing 04:34
Cloud gazing Day dreaming Watching the shapes As they go by Just lazing Cloud gazing My mind is clear Like the sky (And the day is fine) A gold halo glows Behind the white Against the blue And I know Even through gray That the light Will shine through
12.
In the light of the moon, I awaken Leave the day to rest The night is inspiration Sparks fly round like fireflies The shadows dance Dreams are seen through wakeful eyes I'm in a trance In the moonlight, I can see Emotions clearly Another side of me My mind's unshackled and I'm set free In the light of the moon, I awaken Leave the day to rest The night is inspiration Sparks fly round like fireflies The shadows dance Dreams are seen through wakeful eyes I'm in a trance

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released May 4, 2018

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